Who I am in the next five years

In every human life must have a dream, dream about some things like desire, ambition, or ideals. Everyone has a target to achieve his or her dreams as well as what he wants in order for his or her expectations to match the targets set.

I am one of the people as above, have a dream. First I will tell my dream, as a child I want to be a doctor because my mother is a midwife and she become my inspiration to have such ideals. However, I am know that doctoral education costs a lot, so I chose to abandon that aspiration.

At high school, I attended a semi military-based school. Of course my friends who think after graduation will proceed to the military such as police, soldiers, pilots and others. I am not interested in anything like that. But there is one that interested me, the intelligent school. I am interested in other than because the salary is big enough also because I feel fit there. Even during psychological tests, I am fit to work as an intelligent.

But again I have to abandon this aspiration because it does not get family permission because of the risk is too big. Yes I am also aware of the amount of risk that must be faced, one of which is I will have a new identity and I have to leave my family. I also think, what is the meaning of work with big salary but without have family in my life.

At one time I visited my friend's house, I commented on the advantages and disadvantages of the house and I also gave better advice on how the interior of the house. My friend asked why could have such thoughts, I did not know why. Finally I remembered that as a child, my parents loved watching tv shows that discussed the house. In addition, my parents also often buy home magazines and I think that's where the expertise about this home comes from. From then on I thought I was going to be an architect.

To continue my college education, I chose upn vetrean yogya majoring in architect. It turned out that I failed and chose to wait for another try next year. I am also aware of my weakness in the calculations. in the end my parents asked me to lecture the other course.

My father who is very expert in managing family money. He inspired me to study in the faculty of economics. And here I am now, the economics faculty of economics majors. However, for now I still can not escape from my desire to become an architect. In the future I will not know to try again the entrance test architects or I have to focus on the economy faculty.

The discussed problem is, target 5 years ahead. Right now I also do not know whether the next 5 years I will stand while seeing the building that I have designed is in the wake or, I will like my father working in the economic part of a company. One thing I know is, one of two things is me in the next 5 years. 

For now all I have to do is always try and pray to God to make it easier to achieve one of the two target. any target that I will achieve later, it is all set by god. All I have to do is do it and enjoy it.